Until you see...
I'm not really sure what I'm gonna say... I know what I want/need to say but I'm not sure I have the courage.
I know I'm listening to some songs that make me wanna create in some beautiful way and never look back.
I'm tired of hiding. Tired of the push and pull. I want to be at peace. I want to tell the whole world what I've been through in the last year. I want you to see it and then erase it and take it all back. Looking back is just as hard as looking forward. Or maybe it's the other way around. I don't want attention or pity. I want justice and the kind of love you spoke of in the evenings on the porch.
Maybe it will all just wash away.
God, let it be.
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