The S℮cr℮t Room

More later.

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It's nights like these that make me sleep all day
It's nights like these that make you feel so far away
It's nights like these when nothing is for sure
It's nights like these I don't want you anymore

And I've only got this one wish
That I was good enough to make you forget
The only boy who ever broke your heart
Cause nights like these tear me apart

It's nights like these the sad songs don't help
It's nights like these your heart's with someone else
It's nights like these I feel like giving up
It's nights like these I don't seem to count for much

The beer tastes like blood and my mouth is numb
I can't make the words I need to say
She had a weakness for writers
And I was never that good at the words anyways
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-lucero

how are you?

it's been a little while.
mostly b/c i've been super busy with my new job(when you read that to yourself - you have to move your hips and shoulders in a dancing motion... my new job...see?) :)

anyhoo... i'm really digging it. and hopefully by the end of the summer it will be a little more challenging and rehab-ish. my co-worker has a degree in exercise phys. so i think we'll go well together. also, she's like my 3rd twin. (huh?) she's like 5 foot. i'm so jealous.
the doctors i work for are very nice. there is so much i can learn. i'm excited to see how this develops.
i have my first massage scheduled on tuesday on a lady who was in a car accident... hope it goes well!! and i've had a few folks ask when i'll be doing more. so, things are good there. which equals more money. and i'm happy with it the whole situation... i know that's rare.

i have something else going on... but i'm not sure i'm ready to talk about it. i just hope i have support from folks i value. i know it will be difficult, but it's so important to me. i'll let on a little more later. i'm happy with what's going on, though. some things are difficult to explain, and maybe they should just be left for what they are. i think it's finally a good thing.

my new drink is a bloody mary. i just went to the store and bought some mix and vodka. and limes. i hope i don't become an alcoholic. *clinky*

so, earlier this evening i had to drive the sister downtown for a benefit party. as i started to drive by Fountain Square, i noticed a kid holding a sign that read, "FREE HUGS". and then some folks video taping. he just kept walking around, holding up the sign. i wanted so badly to jump out of my car and see what he had to offer. who knows why they were doing it, but it moved me to a tear. and for some reason, i had the overwhelming feeling of being exactly where i'm supposed to be.

i'm not sure i could tell you about a time when life was better.

well, the pizza rolls are done!

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